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Thursday, December 31, 2009

I had dinner at Ramen Ten with the boy. I've been craving for it like forever. Then, we walked around Far East Plaza and Orchard Ion. I made a list of things to get. Like an organiser and leggings. But, I ended up spending on an organiser, leggings, a fat pencil case (I think I really deserve this because I've been using a ziplock to keep my stationeries for the whole semester) and I accidentally(?) bought a hoodie from Uniqlo. Hahaha. I really didn't plan on getting that but it was sooo comfy and unique that I had to get it. Even though, it probably looked better on the boy. I figured I could wear it for school; whenever I feel lazy to dress up or something. Then, the boy followed me home and my dad asked us to join the rest of the family to watch fireworks from the Marsiling Jetty. The view was surprisingly clear and there were other people there too..residents of Marsiling, of course. Happy New Year Everyone!

I love you
I love you.


I'm not sure why but I'm still not in speaking terms with one of my siblings. I'm still angry since what had happened after my Assessment period. She has pushed me too far this time. I can't even really look at her face. I rather sleep in my brother's room. She's done nothing much in terms of contributing to the chores. If she really doesn't have the time to do then what about mother. Working but still manage to do chores at home. She's lucky she's got school, projects, jobs to do and that would always be an excuse to get out of the house. As for me, who's still on holiday have to stay home and do houseworks and babysit the brothers. When I really need to go out, I have to tell my mom in advance and asked for a "day off". Wth, it's as if I already have a part-time job. Sedih lah, because it's always us cleaning the house. Even my youngest sibling, contributed by tidying the hall and my dad started cooking sometimes. Ouh, and I bet if we're already speaking to each other..she would want to borrow money from me. It's always like that and I'm sick of it, seriously. It's as if she's talking to me because she wants something from me. I hate being used and being stepped on when I'm the older one.

I'm not gonna let her wear any of my clothes if she stains this one.
Which is my favourite top.


I'm trying to control myself now, as in not to include any vulgarities because I'm fasting.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009


My boyfriend's leave was extended. I'm so happy, really. This means, I'm able to spend more time with him, I think. Haah.







"You spin my head right round, right round when you go down, when you go down down.."

Friday, December 18, 2009



Happy 4th anniversary, sweets <3








I hope you like the card and gift :)

Thursday, December 17, 2009






I had to go to Marymount, to collect my lipsmackers because I ordered Hershey's and Snapple lipsmackers online. I was so excited to get it because I've never seen them in any stores before. Plus, it was imported from the US (at least, that's what the dealer stated).

Monday, December 14, 2009

Used to be, I could make the pieces fit
Break the edges, force fit all of this
How could I ever be so wrong?
At our base, we are doomed once we begin
Kinda makes you wonder, "What's the sense"?
How could I ever be so wrong?

And I know that fate keeps loathing

I can't help but go back to it
A flame still burns at the back of it
And although there is a lack of it
I won't forget how..

Simply put, what's done is dead and gone
Can't forget, not for very long
There is no pride involved in love
You can't manufacture happiness
Try forever, you would be remissed.
There is no pride involved in love.
No pride involved.

And all that I know is, that I know nothing

I can't help but go back to it
A flame still burns at the back of it
And although there is a lack of it
I won't forget how..

You made me feel alive
But nothing lasts forever
Yet something deep inside
It takes me home again

And all that I know is I know nothing
All that I know is I know nothing


This track is my current favourite and it's like a mantra.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


I kinda figured that it won't happen. I was psyched for a moment but then I thought, maybe I shouldn't get my hopes up too high. In case, the plan got cancelled you know. And, as usual..I was right. Oh well.



I hope everyone else is having a great weekend.

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

The List:-

x 2 sleeveless tops from Cotton On.
x 1 badass (leather/denim) jacket.
x Tix to Muse.
x 2 straight cut jeans.
x "Bubblegum" vans.
x Purple (high cut) chucks.
x More checkered blouse (preferably from Topshop)

:(

ps: I'm not gonna wear those boots again.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Have I lost it?

Monday, December 07, 2009


I've been spending a whole lot of time with the boy. He took the whole week off and I think he spent it all on me? Hehe. Even though, at times we don't really planned on meeting, we'd always end up seeing each other. For a cup of teh tarik, for lunch/dinner or even go grocery shopping. And now, he's gone. Gone back to camp and will only be allowed to go back on weekends :'(



Sigh.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009




My period came today. I thought I wasn't going to get the usual stomach cramp but I was wrong. The pain got to me, in the afternoon. I was alone with my littlest brother at home with no panadol. I think for those who knows me well, they'll know that I would need to take some painkillers and lie down. I had to skip doing housework. The Ma'am(my mom) excused me for today. Anyway, Armyboy was still on leave so he came over to look after me and got me some panadol :) Actually, he offered to bring my little brother downstairs to play so that I could rest at home. Anyway, I just need Armyboy to entertain my brother at home..like turn on the water heater, get him stuffs which are kept at high places. I was stuck on the couch. I had to lie down. And, I'm sure that my brother can entertain himself when he's downstairs playing with his "gang". Then, I got hungry afterwards. So, Armyboy bought takeout
for us and we ate at my place.




I feel so pampered. Hahah!




Thank you for everything :)