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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame i'm a dream

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from the mouth

Oh-Oh

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

Saturday, September 26, 2009




I ended class at 1800hrs. Reached home at 1940hrs and rested for a while. Took a cold shower and got dressed. By 2140hrs, I was already under Azi's block. Apart from me who was sending him off were his parents and his sister. We took 858 from Woodlands Bus Interchange to Changi Airport. Azi and I exchanged our letters and he even gave me a gift. It was what I wanted but I didn't expect him to get it for me. I think I was okay until the part when I saw some NS men kissing and hugging their parents. It seemed so heartfelt and it was a sad moment that made me want to weep. When Azi had to go off..I didn't cry. But when he was already in the Departure side, I just couldn't bring myself to join his family in the front. I stayed on the same spot, far right at the back because I really felt like crying. After awhile, I joined his family and we went off. Received a text message from the boy. He told me to take good care of myself and good luck with my 3D project. When I got home, I read his letter and tears just rolled down my cheeks. I didn't bother removing my mascara and eyeliner and went to sleep with his gift, letter and his jacket as a form of escape. When I woke up, I looked so ugly and Azi texted me that he has safely reached Brunei around 5plus in the morning.

Thursday, September 24, 2009


Have a nice flight and I expect you to come back safely.






three weeks :(

Friday, September 18, 2009


Happy threeyears&ninemonths anniversary, Armyboy <3

Thursday, September 17, 2009

I skipped the morning class. Helped my mom bake the tarts. Then, I went to Serangoon for an Iftar session at one of my classmates house. Serangoon really brought back alot of memories as I taken care by my late grandparents when I was six years old and stayed with them for a while. Anyway, I had a great time today except for the later part. Too bad I had to leave slightly earlier and didn't get to perform Solat Terawih with the rest.



But, it's all good in the hood now :)

Sunday, September 13, 2009


I got myself involved in kuih making in the morning with my mom. I requested that we'd make kuih Sarang Semut because that's my all time favourite kuih. Then, my mom wanted to make kuih Sugi. Around noon, I went out with Azi for a while for grocery shopping. He sent me home and I continued with baking. I set some aside for Azi and sent them right to his door step. I feel like a Mat Delivery :P Oh yeahh.. and he told me that his mom and grandmother liked it :D








I will always pray that you'll always be safe.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

All I wanna do is to spend more time with you.
To go on a proper date.
Get all of your attention and more of your affection.

If that's too much for me to ask..then I've nothing else to say and just prepare myself till the day you have to leave me.

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Monday, September 07, 2009




I woke up late.. Went to Botanic Garden with Jana because there was an outdoor painting lesson. It was my first time going there. Hah. Anyway, we saw Farhan Shah and Tabitha from Singapore Idol there. They were filming something. Probably, for this Wednesday's show. The weather was freaking hot that I had to take off my jacket. After painting class, Jana, Dali, Ast, Has and I headed to Orchard to window shop, I guess? Hehe. Went to Topshop, I saw those checkered blouses that I've always wanted but still haven't bought any of it yet. Then, I saw this hot pink leggings and that glow in the dark knicker. I want them :(

Sunday, September 06, 2009




See ya when I see ya.

Friday, September 04, 2009


I don't know if I can go through it again.. I might appear to be in my usual state/self but nobody really knows when I'm weeping inside.





First, Taiwan. Now, Brunei.


*sobs*

Thursday, September 03, 2009


I'm so tired lately. I've overslept for the past few days, including today :(




Moreover, there are just too many things to do and I hafta buck up.






Sigh, I guess we can only do the things that we have planned, next year.