always.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

At midnight, my sister's good friend surprised her by bringing her birthday presents and waited outside of our house. I thought that was really sweet.. and my sister was indeed, surprised and touched. Hah. By the way, her good friend also shares the same birthday as me. Hehe. Anyway, after school I followed Liyana, Hasanna and Dalillah to Bras Basah Complex because we wanted to compare the prices of the mounting boards to use during Assessment. We dropped by ArtFriend and Liyana wanted to buy the Derwent coloursoft set. Actually, I thought of buying it but I don't know, I guess it's beyond my budget for this month or maybe I could get it next year or something. At the corner of Popular, we surprised Dalillah with the charm bracelet. Then, THEY surprised me with that Derwent set that I thought Liyana got for herself. Oh my gosh, they really caught me off guard and I didn't know how to react. I was almost out of words. Thanks alot, you guys!!! I love itttttttttt but I'll always love you guys more than the colour pencil set. Hehe.

HAPPY M18th BIRTHDAY, NUR EMIL AISHAH!!

Monday, April 27, 2009

I've been wanting to put this up. So, here it is..a mini locker for my birthday from Armyboy. Heh. I thought it was just the locker but I was even more surprised when I saw "Mr Bump" sitting comfortably in it *smiles*

I'm already yours to keep, sweets.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

My period was delayed again. I think it's due to stress. Anyway, Azi and I went to get some groceries. Actually, it was just me but he accompanied. Then, off to the coffeeshop for tea. While drinking, my stomach felt uneasy. It was that feeling again. I began to experience cold sweat and I felt so weak all of the sudden. I wanted to eat but I was too tired and tak bermaya. So, I bought chicken rice, to go. Got home, Azi fed me and entertained my nonsense. I felt like a spoilt brat/princess. HAHAHAH!! WTH. Don't blame me, blame the "redflag". HEH.

Friday, April 24, 2009

I'm so tired like really really freaking tired. I can't believe I stayed back in school till five-ish in the hot afternoon to do my schoolwork. I can't believe I was able to wake up on my own after less than three hours of sleep. Sigh. This semester is really killing me :(

Why must it be so hard? It's ruining me..Okay, drama mau lebih. Hah.

SIGHHHHHH.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

At last, the lecturer accepted my editted photos. After three times being rejected. I thought she was going to reject them again but she didn't. Alhamdullilah. I still hafta do some changes to it though. Haiya..there's so many things to do. Drawing, colouring, drawing and colouring. Sigh. I'm always tired, been eating less, sometimes I get headache, I get at most three hours of sleep, my body aches, I don't get to spend much time with armyboy and old friends and I always think/worry of schoolwork, even when I lie in bed to sleep.

Monday, April 20, 2009

I am at the rock bottom of your imaginary list :(

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I kept dwelling on the past.. sigh. I'm just afraid of losing someone again.

This is so not cool sia.

:(

Thursday, April 16, 2009

It's the end of the module from N.I.E. So,I don't hafta go there for classes anymore. But, there's always homework to do.. I guess my Thursdays would still be occupied with workloads. Sigh..My life is so dull. I wish I could just e s c a p e from all of this.

Monday, April 13, 2009

It's 6:08am and I haven't been sleeping.. Okay bedek lah, I slept at 7.30pm to 9.30pm then stayed up all the way. Sigh, I'm so dead beat..and dead meat because my photoshop works are still untouched. Murder will be screaming for me tomorrow. XXXX.
Omg omg..I'm still stuck in this dumb daze :/
I hope I don't teh-pengsan in school later. Heh.

Mr Bump, please fetch me after school :(

Friday, April 10, 2009

I just read the email my lecturer sent me.

Instant panic attack :'(

I want to cry and die simultaneously.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

I want that 50 over SGD worth of colour soft colourpencils :(

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

I'm really tired like for real for real.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Time check: 2.17am. I'm hungry but I'm too scared to go to the kitchen to get something from the fridge.

:S

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

I'm really messed up. My works are pilling up like a hill. I need a break..but that's impossible.

-4 A2 size drawings (Mr Tan)

-4 A3 size drawings (Ms Kay)

-Visual journal

-Lesson in Thinking's Project

-Art History Essay (min. 1500 words)

-N.I.E Project (sculpture/visual journal)

-Singapore Art Scene Essay

-Perspective (studio works)

I'm so stressed and Armyboy didn't text me yesterday. I didn't want to text him because I want him to make the first move and see whether he's thinking of me or not.. Haaaah. But, he did misscalled me. Sometimes, we like to give each other misscalls for fun or when we miss each other. I hope it's the second one...

"I can't help myself, let alone you."