always.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

A hectic morning for me. I only had few hours of sleep. I had to be at Buona Vista by 1030hrs sharp for a briefing and signing of agreement. My mother and cousin had to come along because I needed them. In a matter of trust and support. Unlike my father, he supports me but doesn’t seem to trust me in this one. Even if he did trust me, I don’t think he pulled it off really well because it wasn’t convincing to me. I saw a few of my future classmates there *smiles*. And, my witness was a nice lady. She advised me to study well and gave some words of encouragement. When it was over, the weight on my shoulder felt much lighter. I know, that there’s more to come and I’d better be ready for it. Had lunch with my mother and went separate ways. Took a meow meow catnap for an hour and a half, hear my bestie’s dilemma on the phone and took a shower. Oh yeah, I found my favourite pillow and my catnap never felt so good (:

Work was quite hectic. I felt drained again. Decided to take five. I went to MacDonald’s to grab an apple pie for myself and Mitchal, then proceeded to the budget shop to buy redbull. Horrified, he was touching my money when I got back. The last time he touched, shit happened. The moment he went off, I pounced on my movable chair and counted me money. Feeling relieved, there wasn’t any short or whatnot. At the end of the night, I counted my total sales and everything tallied. However, I was short of 16 bucks according to him. My mood sunk rock bottom in an instant. He counted infront of me to prove that I was wrong. Hell, I know I was right. I had to count my float again to double check my money. My float had the exact amount. He told me that he counted twice and I was still short of 16 buckaroos and he asked me, “So How?” Well, twice wasn’t enough if you ask me. And, I ain’t gonna pay for that bloody 16 bucks even if he asked me to. You know why? Because I damn straight know, I was fucking right. In the end, my dear Shan Shan found out what went wrong or rather, who was wrong. Have a guess? Snorts* I can’t be bothered anymore. I’m so lethargic. Damn it all to hell was plastered like a big sign in my head.

Ps: It’s unhealthy to take note on other people’s flaws and make it into some kind of a scene with a summary/conclusion (seclusion?) at the end of it

when you yourself have some brushing up to do. Plus, nobody’s perfect. We’re all fallible.

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Friday, May 23, 2008

I was extremely early for work today *smiles*. My day from then on went pretty well, I guess. I worked full shift. In the afternoon, Xinyi opened the next counter. At least, I had someone to talk to or cover me when I need a break or something. As day turns to night, people kept pouring in to catch the silver screens. Out of the blue, I saw Megat. He was in the queue with his family. He was even chubbier than the last time I saw him. Hahah! We talked a bit and I issued the tickets to him. Hours passed, my body felt drained. My eyes were dead beat. Despite all, I tried my best to stay as alert as possible and do everything with MIGHTY cautious. Because I know, shit happens when he’s around *rolls eyes* At the end of my shift, I counted my sales properly. Everything was right, my cash and credits. Luckily, when he counted, everything was right as well. In the end, I was happy with myself because there wasn’t short of cash or credit and my total sales was like $4000+

When I got home, I wanted so much to lie on my bed but I had to fill in a stack of important forms. I decided to turn in when my body could no longer take it anymore. To my horror, my usual pillow was gone. You could say that it’s my favourite pillow. I’ve searched high and low, around the house but I couldn’t find it. Then, I started to weep like a child who loses his blanky. I know, crybaby right? The moment I lost it, I realised how much it means to me. I was so looking forward to lying my heavy head on my pillow when it vanished. Resulting, discomfort when I tried to sleep without it.

PS: Thanks sayang for listening to my whines and complains when I was at work.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Today's the day of Azi's graduation. I cannot tell you how proud I am of him. Actually, I can lah. Heheh. Even though, there were times when he felt like quitting halfway. However, in the end he didn't give up. Now, I don't know where he got the motivation or drive from but thanks to it, he managed to pull it all through *smiles*

I want to study until I graduate, too.

Monday, May 19, 2008

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Happy 2years and 5 months anniversary <3

Ilysm.

Friday, May 16, 2008

I was late for work. Mr Lee covered for me. What's mortifying was that he knows my password. Work was alright, I guess. The hottest film right now would be Congkak. I worked till 1700hrs, Xinyi took over me after that. I met Azi, under his point block and we walked to the provision shop which was near my house. Bought few stuffs and chilled over at ma crib, yo. And, I can't believe Azi made me drink plain white milk. Eeww! For the record, I only drink flavoured milk. Anyway, we ate, watched the tube, unwind and etc. Wasn't able to sleep though. At around, 2330hrs, we made a move. Took 903, to get to the Woodlands MRT station while Azi went home. I was supposed to meet the EW clan at work. When I reached Sun Plaza, I went to grab an apple pie because I was so famished. Sat on the flight of stairs, indulging on my sweet apple pie and listening to some songs while waiting for them to finish with their work. Then, Afiq drove Mr Lee, Xinyi and I to Mitchal's chalet. Watched them playing cards and joined in when they played Bluff. Besides that, there were semi-hot food and drinks. They offered me to hit the green can, several times but I turned down the offer. I could've drank but I didn't. Anyway, I felt really sleepy after that. I think I fell asleep in Afiq's car a few times. I was the first to be sent home because my area was quite "ulu". Then, Xinyi texted me to ask whether I've reached home or not. So concern, heh (:

I hope you know why..

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Surprisingly, I was quite early for work today. At first, it was darn bored because I was alone. I mean, the other two were managers and I was the only worker at that point of time. The rest of my colleagues are only coming to work in the afternoon. Thank goodness, Mitchal and Mui Ling came quite early. If not, I'd be bored to death sia. Then, I decided to walk around the snack bar when I saw a guy came up from the escalator. I ignored him because I thought I didn't know him. Skali, it was Azi. Heheh. I was a bit startled. But of course, it was a pleasant surprise *smiles widely* He just came back from the game shop and wanted to show off his new game to me. HAHAH. Took five and hung out with him for a while. Then, Aisah came to my workplace and off we headed to Suntec City because we wanted to catch Harold & Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay by using my staff pass. It was goddamn hilarious!! Laughed our ass off, man. Then, we had desserts at Gelare. While talking to Aisah, someone called out my name. It was Jerineee!! Ahhh..long time no see, that babe sia. Best part, Daphne and Shereen were there too!! My gosh, it was like a triple package. Hah. I gave each of them a hug. It was so awfully nice to see them. I miss all my coffee bean colleagues and managers. I miss Wheelock Place. I miss pulling shots. I miss making ice-blends. I miss shouting orders from one end to another. I miss everything. Then, while indulging myself to the colourful sundae..I can't help smiling to myself. I was over the moon. I saw unicorns everywhere. Okay bedek. But, really..I don't know why I was feeling so happy (:

Probably due to these people I mentioned above; made my day *smiles*


I love making things from scratch and I sleep to escape. blue_fire12@hotmail.com Azi<3 Aisley* Dalillah Farhana Hasyim Irya Jamilah Liyana-FLGG Muiling Rohaishah Shila Xinyi Zakiah Old days May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Saturday, May 24, 2008 A hectic morning for me. I only had few hours of sleep. I had to be at Buona Vista by 1030hrs sharp for a briefing and signing of agreement. My mother and cousin had to come along because I needed them. In a matter of trust and support. Unlike my father, he supports me but doesn’t seem to trust me in this one. Even if he did trust me, I don’t think he pulled it off really well because it wasn’t convincing to me. I saw a few of my future classmates there smiles. And, my witness was a nice lady. She advised me to study well and gave some words of encouragement. When it was over, the weight on my shoulder felt much lighter. I know, that there’s more to come and I’d better be ready for it. Had lunch with my mother and went separate ways. Took a meow meow catnap for an hour and a half, hear my bestie’s dilemma on the phone and took a shower. Oh yeah, I found my favourite pillow and my catnap never felt so good (: Work was quite hectic. I felt drained again. Decided to take five. I went to MacDonald’s to grab an apple pie for myself and Mitchal, then proceeded to the budget shop to buy redbull. Horrified, he was touching my money when I got back. The last time he touched, shit happened. The moment he went off, I pounced on my movable chair and counted me money. Feeling relieved, there wasn’t any short or whatnot. At the end of the night, I counted my total sales and everything tallied. However, I was short of 16 bucks according to him. My mood sunk rock bottom in an instant. He counted infront of me to prove that I was wrong. Hell, I know I was right. I had to count my float again to double check my money. My float had the exact amount. He told me that he counted twice and I was still short of 16 buckaroos and he asked me, “So How?” Well, twice wasn’t enough if you ask me. And, I ain’t gonna pay for that bloody 16 bucks even if he asked me to. You know why? Because I damn straight know, I was fucking right. In the end, my dear Shan Shan found out what went wrong or rather, who was wrong. Have a guess? Snorts* I can’t be bothered anymore. I’m so lethargic. Damn it all to hell was plastered like a big sign in my head. Ps: It’s unhealthy to take note on other people’s flaws and make it into some kind of a scene with a summary/conclusion (seclusion?) at the end of it when you yourself have some brushing up to do. Plus, nobody’s perfect. We’re all fallible. y,xdyzwsetmmjxr5 9:28 PM · Friday, May 23, 2008 I was extremely early for work today smiles. My day from then on went pretty well, I guess. I worked full shift. In the afternoon, Xinyi opened the next counter. At least, I had someone to talk to or cover me when I need a break or something. As day turns to night, people kept pouring in to catch the silver screens. Out of the blue, I saw Megat. He was in the queue with his family. He was even chubbier than the last time I saw him. Hahah! We talked a bit and I issued the tickets to him. Hours passed, my body felt drained. My eyes were dead beat. Despite all, I tried my best to stay as alert as possible and do everything with MIGHTY cautious. Because I know, shit happens when he’s around rolls eyes At the end of my shift, I counted my sales properly. Everything was right, my cash and credits. Luckily, when he counted, everything was right as well. In the end, I was happy with myself because there wasn’t short of cash or credit and my total sales was like $4000+ When I got home, I wanted so much to lie on my bed but I had to fill in a stack of important forms. I decided to turn in when my body could no longer take it anymore. To my horror, my usual pillow was gone. You could say that it’s my favourite pillow. I’ve searched high and low, around the house but I couldn’t find it. Then, I started to weep like a child who loses his blanky. I know, crybaby right? The moment I lost it, I realised how much it means to me. I was so looking forward to lying my heavy head on my pillow when it vanished. Resulting, discomfort when I tried to sleep without it. PS: Thanks sayang for listening to my whines and complains when I was at work. 9:25 PM · Tuesday, May 20, 2008 Today's the day of Azi's graduation. I cannot tell you how proud I am of him. Actually, I can lah. Heheh. Even though, there were times when he felt like quitting halfway. However, in the end he didn't give up. Now, I don't know where he got the motivation or drive from but thanks to it, he managed to pull it all through smiles I want to study until I graduate, too. 8:15 AM · Monday, May 19, 2008 Lets101 - Free Online Dating Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quizzes For Fun 10:12 PM · Sunday, May 18, 2008 Happy 2years and 5 months anniversary <3 Ilysm. 9:40 PM · Friday, May 16, 2008 I was late for work. Mr Lee covered for me. What's mortifying was that he knows my password. Work was alright, I guess. The hottest film right now would be Congkak. I worked till 1700hrs, Xinyi took over me after that. I met Azi, under his point block and we walked to the provision shop which was near my house. Bought few stuffs and chilled over at ma crib, yo. And, I can't believe Azi made me drink plain white milk. Eeww! For the record, I only drink flavoured milk. Anyway, we ate, watched the tube, unwind and etc. Wasn't able to sleep though. At around, 2330hrs, we made a move. Took 903, to get to the Woodlands MRT station while Azi went home. I was supposed to meet the EW clan at work. When I reached Sun Plaza, I went to grab an apple pie because I was so famished. Sat on the flight of stairs, indulging on my sweet apple pie and listening to some songs while waiting for them to finish with their work. Then, Afiq drove Mr Lee, Xinyi and I to Mitchal's chalet. Watched them playing cards and joined in when they played Bluff. Besides that, there were semi-hot food and drinks. They offered me to hit the green can, several times but I turned down the offer. I could've drank but I didn't. Anyway, I felt really sleepy after that. I think I fell asleep in Afiq's car a few times. I was the first to be sent home because my area was quite "ulu". Then, Xinyi texted me to ask whether I've reached home or not. So concern, heh (: I hope you know why.. 5:10 AM · Wednesday, May 07, 2008 Surprisingly, I was quite early for work today. At first, it was darn bored because I was alone. I mean, the other two were managers and I was the only worker at that point of time. The rest of my colleagues are only coming to work in the afternoon. Thank goodness, Mitchal and Mui Ling came quite early. If not, I'd be bored to death sia. Then, I decided to walk around the snack bar when I saw a guy came up from the escalator. I ignored him because I thought I didn't know him. Skali, it was Azi. Heheh. I was a bit startled. But of course, it was a pleasant surprise smiles widely He just came back from the game shop and wanted to show off his new game to me. HAHAH. Took five and hung out with him for a while. Then, Aisah came to my workplace and off we headed to Suntec City because we wanted to catch Harold & Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay by using my staff pass. It was goddamn hilarious!! Laughed our ass off, man. Then, we had desserts at Gelare. While talking to Aisah, someone called out my name. It was Jerineee!! Ahhh..long time no see, that babe sia. Best part, Daphne and Shereen were there too!! My gosh, it was like a triple package. Hah. I gave each of them a hug. It was so awfully nice to see them. I miss all my coffee bean colleagues and managers. I miss Wheelock Place. I miss pulling shots. I miss making ice-blends. I miss shouting orders from one end to another. I miss everything. Then, while indulging myself to the colourful sundae..I can't help smiling to myself. I was over the moon. I saw unicorns everywhere. Okay bedek. But, really..I don't know why I was feeling so happy (: Probably due to these people I mentioned above; made my day smiles 9:48 AM ·