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Monday, March 24, 2008
Negative [bodoh kambing suay]
[x] I didn't get much sleep the night before.
[x] I missed the bus.
[x] I was late for the job interview.
[x] My handphone died on me.
[x] It was raining cats & dogs when I reached Orchard.
[x] I didn't bring an umbrella.
[x] When I got to the place of the interview, they told me to come back in an hour's time.
[x] I can't contact anyone except Azi because I only have his home & cellphone number at the back of my head -_-"
[x] I walked all the way from Orchard Towers to Takashimaya, to get Myra's number from Aisah, who was at work [I was supposed to meet Myra somewhere at town area after my interview]
[x] I didn't hunt for other jobs with Myra, in the end.
Despite all of that, the people of Wheelock Place CBTL made my day. There's Farhana, Farhan-pagi, Lin, Jamilah, some new homies and I finally got to meet the sweet manager Haslinda. I found a spot and sat alone. If only, Azi was there. Heh. Without music and a book to read, I just drank the caramel ice-blend which I had been craving for days and ate the cheesecake Farhana got me. Idly, I browsed through my bag and found a mini notepad and a pen. So, I started doodling and writing some stuffs. I was lost in my own world when Jamilah came over and we chatted for a while. Rindu lah Jamilah.. Then, Lin came over..sat on my chair and chatted with me. Since it was raining, I decided to accompany Farhana for break. I must say, her new haircut really suits her *winks*. Plus, we've got alot to catch up on *kening2* hahah. Then, Suhaimi from Sun Plaza came there to see Haslinda. It's been some time since I last saw him. Farhana and I had dinner together. I ate a cheese turkey panini sandwich. Gosh, I seriously miss Eggs Ben sia. While accompanying Farhana, she told me that Maira who was from JB was coming because she knows that I'm at Wheelock. How sweet is that? Coming down to Wheelock just to see me. Okay wth. Step popular mane je aku ni. HAHAH. Anyway, Azmi from Forum came over as well and he smelt like soap. Hah. Maira came and she wore a dress which looks oh so adorable on her *smiles* jambu nampak jambu nampak! hahah. I think I spent more that three hours at Wheelock. And I have to admit that I do miss working there with them. But, I've just got a job at Eng Wah. The manager texted me just now and I'll be starting work this Wednesday. Even though, the pay's not much..at least it's nearer to my home and I have something to do rather than rotting like a fungus at home.
PS: I really miss you guys :(
[x] I didn't get much sleep the night before.
[x] I missed the bus.
[x] I was late for the job interview.
[x] My handphone died on me.
[x] It was raining cats & dogs when I reached Orchard.
[x] I didn't bring an umbrella.
[x] When I got to the place of the interview, they told me to come back in an hour's time.
[x] I can't contact anyone except Azi because I only have his home & cellphone number at the back of my head -_-"
[x] I walked all the way from Orchard Towers to Takashimaya, to get Myra's number from Aisah, who was at work [I was supposed to meet Myra somewhere at town area after my interview]
[x] I didn't hunt for other jobs with Myra, in the end.
Despite all of that, the people of Wheelock Place CBTL made my day. There's Farhana, Farhan-pagi, Lin, Jamilah, some new homies and I finally got to meet the sweet manager Haslinda. I found a spot and sat alone. If only, Azi was there. Heh. Without music and a book to read, I just drank the caramel ice-blend which I had been craving for days and ate the cheesecake Farhana got me. Idly, I browsed through my bag and found a mini notepad and a pen. So, I started doodling and writing some stuffs. I was lost in my own world when Jamilah came over and we chatted for a while. Rindu lah Jamilah.. Then, Lin came over..sat on my chair and chatted with me. Since it was raining, I decided to accompany Farhana for break. I must say, her new haircut really suits her *winks*. Plus, we've got alot to catch up on *kening2* hahah. Then, Suhaimi from Sun Plaza came there to see Haslinda. It's been some time since I last saw him. Farhana and I had dinner together. I ate a cheese turkey panini sandwich. Gosh, I seriously miss Eggs Ben sia. While accompanying Farhana, she told me that Maira who was from JB was coming because she knows that I'm at Wheelock. How sweet is that? Coming down to Wheelock just to see me. Okay wth. Step popular mane je aku ni. HAHAH. Anyway, Azmi from Forum came over as well and he smelt like soap. Hah. Maira came and she wore a dress which looks oh so adorable on her *smiles* jambu nampak jambu nampak! hahah. I think I spent more that three hours at Wheelock. And I have to admit that I do miss working there with them. But, I've just got a job at Eng Wah. The manager texted me just now and I'll be starting work this Wednesday. Even though, the pay's not much..at least it's nearer to my home and I have something to do rather than rotting like a fungus at home.
PS: I really miss you guys :(
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I went for job hunting today. Managed to get a second interview which is tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I guess, I was quite active today. I walked a lot sia. Then, I went to do some grocery shopping on my own. I just feel like making some Hoon Kuey. It's kinda like a pudding I guess. Basically, a dessert. When I got home, washed up and started to make them. Damn, my brothers were being such a pain in the ass. I almost lost the mood while making them. Then, I put some aside for sweets and left the rest for the family. Took a ten minutes stroll under the night sky and delivered the dessert to block 11. U-turned and now I'm dead beat sweetheart beat!
How adorable can someone be, with a hair which is literally "out of bed"? *smiles smiles smiles*
Oh yah, I just found out that one of my ex-secondary schoolmate had passed away. I'm not sure when and also the cause of it though. Ryyan Spenser, he used to be so friendly and helpful to everyone. Never fails to smile to everyone he sees. And there was once in secondary 4, there's this inter-class netball (boys allowed) competition. It was my class versus his class. He was the only person who let out his hand for me to shook with, before the start of the game; fair play & no hard feelings.
Rest in peace, Ryyan (w)
How adorable can someone be, with a hair which is literally "out of bed"? *smiles smiles smiles*
Oh yah, I just found out that one of my ex-secondary schoolmate had passed away. I'm not sure when and also the cause of it though. Ryyan Spenser, he used to be so friendly and helpful to everyone. Never fails to smile to everyone he sees. And there was once in secondary 4, there's this inter-class netball (boys allowed) competition. It was my class versus his class. He was the only person who let out his hand for me to shook with, before the start of the game; fair play & no hard feelings.
Rest in peace, Ryyan (w)
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Me: Eh cha, I rase you kahwin dulu uh.
My sister: I tau! I pon rase I kahwin dulu nanti.
What the heck. Hahah.
My sister: I tau! I pon rase I kahwin dulu nanti.
What the heck. Hahah.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
switch it ON
turn me ON.
ilysm.
turn me ON.
ilysm.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Ever since yesterday, I felt so numb that my heart's practically all out of emotions.
As much as I love being in love, I think I like it this way for the time being.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
When I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain that I want to spend my nights by your side and my days with your heart.
When I write to you, I feel your breath; when you read my letters, I imagine you feel mine. Is it that way for you, too? These letters are part of us now, part of our history, a reminder forever that we made it through this time. Thank you for helping me to survive this year, but more than that, thank you in advance for all the years to come.
There's so much I wish for these days, but most of all, I wish you were here. Before I met you, I couldn't remember the last time that I cried. Now it seems that tears come easily to me..but you have a way of making my sorrows seem worthwhile. You are a treasure, a gift, and when we're together again, I intend to hold you until my arms are weak and I can do it no longer. My thoughts of you are sometimes the only thing that keeps me going.
Ain't these quotes beautiful? They're from a novel called, Nights in Rodanthe by Nicholas Sparks. He's also the same author who wrote The Notebook. I actually cried my eyes out when I read this one.
"..I love you for what we've already shared, and I love you in anticipation of all that's to come. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.."
When I write to you, I feel your breath; when you read my letters, I imagine you feel mine. Is it that way for you, too? These letters are part of us now, part of our history, a reminder forever that we made it through this time. Thank you for helping me to survive this year, but more than that, thank you in advance for all the years to come.
There's so much I wish for these days, but most of all, I wish you were here. Before I met you, I couldn't remember the last time that I cried. Now it seems that tears come easily to me..but you have a way of making my sorrows seem worthwhile. You are a treasure, a gift, and when we're together again, I intend to hold you until my arms are weak and I can do it no longer. My thoughts of you are sometimes the only thing that keeps me going.
Ain't these quotes beautiful? They're from a novel called, Nights in Rodanthe by Nicholas Sparks. He's also the same author who wrote The Notebook. I actually cried my eyes out when I read this one.
"..I love you for what we've already shared, and I love you in anticipation of all that's to come. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.."
Friday, March 14, 2008
It's our past that made us who we are.
Have no regrets.
& boys are peculiar creatures.
Have no regrets.
& boys are peculiar creatures.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I was busy and happily chatting online with Azi when I received a call from Jana. Jana is someone whom I met then became friends with, during the aptitude test cum interview at NAFA.
Jana: Ey, have you received the letter concerning the Art Teaching Training Scheme?
Me: Err..no. Actually, I haven't checked my mailbox yet. You got it?
Jana: Yarhh.. Ey, go check your mailbox! Go go go! Then, call me back.
Me: Ouh! Okay okay.
I ran as though I was running for my life downstairs and checked the mailbox. After skimming through the bunch of letters, I found my [on Government Service] letter. It was then, I had an anxiety attack. I tried calling Jana back but I couldn't get through. Then, she called me..hah.
Jana: Got it?
Me: Yeah, but I haven't opened it yet..
Jana: Hurry up and open it!
Me: Okay okay..
*Deep breath, bismillah.. opened and read the first line*
Me: Hey!! I got it sia!!!!!!!!
Jana: Ey, congrats! Hahah.
Me: Congrats to you too!
Jana: Make sure, we go to the medical check-up together yeah?
Me: Sure, no problem.
Jana: Again, congrats!
Me: Yeah, congrats to the both of us.
Alhamdullilah. I'm oh so thankful that I got into this Arts(teaching) course. Fyi, this would be my second attempt. And, it was worth trying for. It's what I've always wanted for such a long long long time. Seemed like forever, having to wait for the results. And now, the wait is finally over. HELL YEAH!! *throws confetti into the air*
In the state of ecstasy, I just had to treat someone. So, I asked Azi out for the usual teh tarik ritual in order to share my joy with *smiles widely*. Despite the weather, everything turned out great. Good place, good drink, good food and good companion. What else could I possibly ask for? My gosh, I am sooooo beyond bliss, right now *smiles*
Jana: Ey, have you received the letter concerning the Art Teaching Training Scheme?
Me: Err..no. Actually, I haven't checked my mailbox yet. You got it?
Jana: Yarhh.. Ey, go check your mailbox! Go go go! Then, call me back.
Me: Ouh! Okay okay.
I ran as though I was running for my life downstairs and checked the mailbox. After skimming through the bunch of letters, I found my [on Government Service] letter. It was then, I had an anxiety attack. I tried calling Jana back but I couldn't get through. Then, she called me..hah.
Jana: Got it?
Me: Yeah, but I haven't opened it yet..
Jana: Hurry up and open it!
Me: Okay okay..
*Deep breath, bismillah.. opened and read the first line*
Me: Hey!! I got it sia!!!!!!!!
Jana: Ey, congrats! Hahah.
Me: Congrats to you too!
Jana: Make sure, we go to the medical check-up together yeah?
Me: Sure, no problem.
Jana: Again, congrats!
Me: Yeah, congrats to the both of us.
Alhamdullilah. I'm oh so thankful that I got into this Arts(teaching) course. Fyi, this would be my second attempt. And, it was worth trying for. It's what I've always wanted for such a long long long time. Seemed like forever, having to wait for the results. And now, the wait is finally over. HELL YEAH!! *throws confetti into the air*
In the state of ecstasy, I just had to treat someone. So, I asked Azi out for the usual teh tarik ritual in order to share my joy with *smiles widely*. Despite the weather, everything turned out great. Good place, good drink, good food and good companion. What else could I possibly ask for? My gosh, I am sooooo beyond bliss, right now *smiles*
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
MUHAMMAD AZIZI AKHMAD
You're like a stubborn stain on a shirt that I can't remove and even if I could, I'll DEFINITELY choose not to.
If only you knew, how much you really mean to me..
I love you like I loved you yesterday and the yesteryears.
You're like a stubborn stain on a shirt that I can't remove and even if I could, I'll DEFINITELY choose not to.
If only you knew, how much you really mean to me..
I love you like I loved you yesterday and the yesteryears.
Monday, March 10, 2008
This post is specially dedicated to a certain someone;
Believe me, I know how you feel. I really do. I also know, how much you love her and that she means alot to you. By the way she treats you, I know she loves you dearly. We just have to accept the fact that there are some things in life that are beyond our control. Have faith and pray that everything's going to turn out fine. I'm aware that there's nothing much I could do for you, right now. But, I'll be there for you like always..
You're not alone,
Together we stand,
I'll be by your side,
You know, I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go,
You know, I won't give in
No, I won't give in,
Keep holding on
Cause' you know we'll make it through,
Just stay strong
Cause' you know I'm here for you....
Believe me, I know how you feel. I really do. I also know, how much you love her and that she means alot to you. By the way she treats you, I know she loves you dearly. We just have to accept the fact that there are some things in life that are beyond our control. Have faith and pray that everything's going to turn out fine. I'm aware that there's nothing much I could do for you, right now. But, I'll be there for you like always..
You're not alone,
Together we stand,
I'll be by your side,
You know, I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go,
You know, I won't give in
No, I won't give in,
Keep holding on
Cause' you know we'll make it through,
Just stay strong
Cause' you know I'm here for you....
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Saat kau pergi
Berlinanglah air mataku
Betapa singkat ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu
Kini lenyaplah sudah
Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Ku hanya bisa merelakan
Jika memang kau fikir
Ini lah yang terbaik
Tak perlu kau beri alasan
Mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
Karena ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa
Membuatmu bahagia
Sepenuhnya ku menyadari
Bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
Namun ku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
Setulusnya hatiku
Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Betapa singkat ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu
Kini lenyaplah sudah
Saat kau pergi
Berlinanglah air mataku
I just like the song, that's all.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
I'm not anymore.
Monday, March 03, 2008
HIATUS.
I'm gonna be M.I.A for a while.
No one's gonna miss me anyway..hah.
I'm gonna be M.I.A for a while.
No one's gonna miss me anyway..hah.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
I shall respect your decision, then.
It's perfectly fathomable, alright?
No worries (:
It's perfectly fathomable, alright?
No worries (:
Saturday, March 01, 2008
.Emotionally attached.
Oh, who am I kidding?