always.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

During art lesson, almost all of the art students hadn't completed their colour scheme. This was the first time I've ever seen Ms Yong broke down and I've never heard her raise her voice that high before on her students. Her voice was filled with such angst and sheer disappointment. Tears streamed down her flawless skin; making it wet as she berated the class. I felt sorry for her..really. It saddens me to see her weep and wiping off her tears with her palms like that. This clearly portrays that she couldn't take it anymore. She's tried so hard and she certainly don't deserve this kind of treatment. All she ever wanted was, for her students to pass art and she's helped all of us with our final designs. And yet, some were very unappreciative and took things for granted.

How heartless could they get?

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

The school holidays are finally over. Everyone was not so eager to come back to school. All of the sudden, school's a real drag. Things were really on the move. Teachers are increasing the paces of the lessons. Giving truckloads of assignments and other school's past examination papers. Despite all, it's for our own good. I've been crossing out dates on the calendar; there's not much time left for me. I seriously have to manage my time properly and get organised, in order to survive the treacherous war. I know that it's easier said than done but I'm trying my best to fulfill everything I ever hoped for. Had to stay back almost daily after school for extra lessons. Anyway, Ms Yong wanted Aisah and I to stay back from Wednesday to Saturday to finish up our paintings by this week *sigh*. Ohh when will this misery end? For I am such a total wreck...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Sweets was really being sweet for giving me a wake up call *smiles widely*. When I spoke to him on the phone, I was very blur..haha. I wanted to continue sleeping actually, but then I didn't because I knew that once I continue to sleep, I'll wake up even more later or sleep till the end of the day. I sound so pathetic..I know. Met sweets at the usually venue and off we went to catch Silent Hill. Sweets blanja-ed me. I didn't know that the cinema was under construction until today. The place was so squeezy. And then, we went into the wrong the movie threatre..it was so funny. Azi is so adorable larhh. At the ticket counter, I purposely let him make decisions on his own about where to sit and all..hah. I'm so evil but I can't help it. I love seeing him all blur and ohh so slenger. The movie that we watched was not so horrifying. I mean..if it was really that terrifying, I'd sure be screaming my lungs out. Ohh yeah, I brought along my denim jacket in case if the air-cond is too cold or if I've gotten too scared, I could use it to cover my face or even squeeze it. But I guess, I didn't need it after all..anyway, the air-cond is not that cold. Come to think of it, it really didn't matter if I brought along my denim jacket or not. If I got really scared, I could just squeeze Azi *wink*. After that, he walked me home. I had to go to Bukit Gombak stadium due to this religious thingy. They had this mediocre sized stage with smokemachines or was it dry ice? Well I'm not sure. But I actually find that cool. However, I was sitting so close to the stage that I kinda find that the smokes were annoying..hah. When my mom and I were about to go home, we saw Aisah and family. It was totally a coincidence. She was actually, sms-ing me at that moment but I didn't get her sms because I forgot to bring along my handphone. My mom treated me a strawberry sundae and we walked home from the admiralty mrt station.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Aisah had to leave for Singapore again. She apologised and thought of postponing our plan of watching Scary Movie 4. I'm cool with that. Anyway, I'm broke. Around 10 plus, my dad sent me to school. I couldn't find Ms Yong so I went to the art room to search for her. She gave me the exam question and I took one for Aisah also. Ms Yong asked me whether I wanted to continue painting but I didn't bring along my colour scheme *smacks forehead*. So she said, if I want to paint tomorrow, I would have to find another 3 people. If there's only 1 person, she will not come to school tomorrow. And so, I failed to get 3 people because most of them are busy *sigh*. I spent an hour plus doing assignments in the school library. The atmosphere was pretty calm and quiet. Too bad the library closes at around 12.30pm. I was really pumped to get my work done.

Monday, June 19, 2006

Woke up around 10 in the morning but I continued sleeping after that. In the afternoon, I met up with sweets. I was late..hah. We settled down at a spot in one of the corners of the Woodlands Library. I managed to finish up 2 sets of sbqs. After that, we walked all the way to Crescent Park. I love taking long strolls with sweets :) Accompanied him till the bus had finally arrived and then I went towards my block. I was waiting for the lift when out of the sudden, an indian guy came and he was also waiting for the lift. I felt uncomfortable. He was a bit wobbly. I assume that he's drunk. So, I decided to take the stairs.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Woke up around 8 plus in the morning. Got dressed and waited for Umairah at the usual bus stop. I was supposed to be a kendarat for kak Siti's wedding today. I've asked Umairah, Hilma and Zakiah to help out. Umairah and I went to Hilma's house to fetch Hilma and then the 3 of us went to block 35 to wait for Zakiah. She was half an hour late. Kak Nor, told us to eat first before all the guests came. The food was really great especially the sweet and sour fish fillet and the ayam masak merah. We got 20 bucks each for the kendarat thingy. Overall, it was fun giving out chocolate coins to small kids. The rest of them gave out boxes which consists of a glass mug each. Besides that, we were to pick up dirty plates and pass it to the guys at the back whose washing the dishes. I hate going back there but I had to..because my uncle had already told us that if we spot any dirty plates, we would have to clear it. Everytime I went to the back, I got teased by those guys. Gross..Anyway, got to chat with my cousins for a while, about O'level, school, future and such. It was nice talking and joking around with them. Despite the fact that we seldom meet each other. Me and my friends went upstairs for a while to freshen up a bit. Then, I met Azi downstairs to pass the berkat to him *smiles widely*. However, I felt bad because I made him come all the way to block 34 instead of me sending it to his place. I would if I could but I was still on duty at that period of time. Plus, to top it all off, he sent me a message wishing happy 6 months anniversary in the morning and I replied to his message only in the afternoon. Now I feel double the times bad ): My handphone was not with me until my break time. Oh yeah, Zakiah told me that I was glowing after meeting Azi..hah. I can't help it. I tend to smile whenever I receive an sms, a phone call or be it a testimonial from Azi and I don't know why. At around 6 plus, my friends went home. Me and my family went up. By this time, I was dead tired and sleepy. I asked my mom to put aside some of the food for Azi since there was still a lot of leftovers left. So, she packed it specially for him..heh. On the way home, my dad stopped the car along the road while I sent Azi the food under his block. I was rushing, my dad was waiting by the side of the road. Furthermore, he wanted to catch the World Cup match. So, I didn't get to talk much. Overall, my day was fine and not forgetting tiring.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

My dad told me to go to the Woodlands library to return the overdue books which he had borrowed. I was thinking of studying there for a while after that. Actually, I was a bit hesitant to go there all by myself because somehow, I feel awkward and I've never been there alone. I usually have at least one person to accompany me. After pondering over it, I've decided to go ahead. Slotted the books and went up to the third level. Found a corner and I just plopped myself on that very spot. I managed to get myself really focused. Got my brains working from 2 plus to 6 plus. I've realised that going there alone is not that bad as what I expected it to be. I could really get use to this. I didn't get to find the books which my dad was looking for. He wanted me to find him some books on quitting smoking. I gave up after searching about 3 to 4 sections of that level. I was already in a state of torpidity. However, I did borrow this book on study tips for myself..heh. I'll try to get him the books on my next trip to the Woodlands Library.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Went out with Azi and Hadi. It turns out that I was earlier than both of them..hah. I prefer to wait for others rather than having them to wait for me. But I do turn up late sometimes..heheh. Made our way to Far East Plaza. Did some browsing here and there. Thought I saw Mon but I'm not very sure that its him. We got lost for quite a while in searching for Artfriend in Takashimaya. Nevertheless, I managed to get all the mediums that I needed. I'm so so in love with Artfriend. I wish I could buy the whole Artfriend outlets here in sunny Singapore. Went back to Far East Plaza and we ate at a food stall. The food was great but I didn't finish mine. I don't know why..but I was already full after eating only half of the dish. I find that odd because I usually eat until the plate is totally scrapless.. Anyway, bumped into Emil and clan. Headed for Esplanade. The surrounding was pretty relaxing. We chilled by the stairs somewhere by the shimmering river. Dim lights shone by the large latern-shaped lamp posts really enhanced the whole scenery. It was wonderful. Bumped into Emil and clan again..sigh. Took the train home. Then, there was this bunch of barbaric people who came in the train and brought along noise pollution. They acted as if they owned the train. It was annoying and disgusting. Two of them kept knocking my legs and were fidgeting infront of me. If only the train decelerates hard enough and make them kiss the floor of the train..hah. I have nothing against them actually but I feel as if they give the malay races a bad name. Moving on, Azi walked me home..all the way from the Admiralty mrt station. It was nice strolling under the beautiful moonlit. I missed him oh so very much. A few more days counting and we're officially 6 months old *smiles*. There are certainly no words to describe how much he really means to me.

If I could stake my own heart to portray that it beats for you, I will.

Friday, June 09, 2006

The only ones who came for maths that chilly and gloomy morning.

Aisah's playing with colours.

Anonymous artist.

Artist at work.

I'm doing some mending.

Half of it.

The other half.

I went for maths in the morning. There were only 5 girls who attended the class. The rest of them skipped class. At first, I planned to skip as well. But what Mr Wong said to us, really made me feel guilty. Went for art after that. Mended the sketches on the canvas board.
I wanted to make my statue-manipulated-body parts really symmetrical. Umairah,Hilma,Aisah and I ate ice-kacang at the coffeeshop near the old emporium. The ice was very fine and anyway it's also very affordable and yummy. Umairah and Hilma went home to get ready for the pit while Aisah and I went back to school for art. Blasted my mp3 through the speakers of the art room. I helped Aisah to paint before I started to paint mine. Ms Yong came up, helped and gave us tips on painting. She told us to experiment and play around with the colours. Painting is so relaxing. Got home around 5pm. Had my shower and got dressed to kill. Okay, I'm talking crap. I just wore a black t-shirt and 3/4 shorts. People kept calling and texting to know where I'm at. They told me to bring fried rice and buy battery for the radio and planta to barbecue the food. I'm left with about 4 bucks only. I could only afford to buy the cheapest battery and I just grabbed the pure ghee which I found in my refrigerator. Aisah's dad sent us to Pasir Ris Park. On the way there, Ham called then followed by Kaisah. They both asked where was I. Sigh. Aisah and I climbed the spider web. We got to the very top and talked about a lot of stuffs. The view from up there was pleasant. We played the swings and beach soccer. Beach soccer was so fun despite playing it in the dark. We played on the shore and take turns to flash the torchlight on the ball so we know where the ball was..haha. Ate the chicken and hot dog which was nicely done by Ariff. It was so finger licking good. Went home around 11 plus with Yu fang,Umairah and Aisah. I didn't stay overnight like the rest. There's only 1 small tent and anyway it has been raining for the past few days. Aisah's dad dropped Yu fang And Umairah at wdls mrt station. Then, he went to buy fruits at the fruit stall near wdls checkpoint. I didn't know that it opens 24hrs until Aisah told me. He headed to North Plaza. The air-con made Aisah and I feel sleepy plus it was a tiring day after all. Dropped me off at somewhere near to the bus stop. Everyone at home was still wide awake. They were watching the world cup. I didn't really get to catch it because I was busy playing with bubbles in the shower. Heard my dad shouting "Goal..Goal..Goal!!" . Anyway, I'm glad that Germany won. Woohoo..M.Ballack!! And Good luck to My sweets and his bandmates for the auditions. Hope that they'll get selected.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I missed you. Every now and then..

Monday, June 05, 2006

Didn't get enough sleep. I slept at around 5.30am because I wanted to complete at least one set of colour scheme. Woke up at 8.30am and immediately smsed Aisah and Umairah. My prediction was right, both of them had overslept. They decided to skip physics class but not art class. I still went for physics class despite knowing that I'll be late and lectured by Mr Chongium. As I just stepped out of my block, I saw the bloody bus. I ran after it as though I was running for a 100m race with my hair untied and uncombed, along with my p.e. shirt,shorts and sneakers. I looked as if I was heading down to the beach. When I got to the laboratory, Mr Chongium starts with his lectures.

Mr Chongium: Why are you late?
Me: Huh?I overslept uh.*Followed by a fake smile.
Mr Chongium: What did you do yesterday night?Watch Las Vegas is it?

I was like..wtf. I've never even watched the show before.
So, I just looked at him and gave him my most sarcastic smile..haha. Then, he told me to sit. I wanted to sit at my usual place but it seems that Muhaimin and Ariff had sat there first. I was ohh so blur and didn't know where to sit *smacks forehead* .When they moved, i sat there. But then I moved over next to Amirul because Kaisah and Suvitha were on the same table. For art, Ms Yong told me to paint the base for my canvas. After having a heavy lunch at kfc, it was my turn to draw on the canvas board. My canvas was smaller than most of them but I have to draw on 2 canvas. Ms Yong nagged at me for drawing so slow. People who had to draw on bigger canvas could complete drawing within 2hrs but for me, I need about 3hrs..hah. It was so embarrasing. Ms Yong kept saying.."haiya, why you so slow?By this time, people with bigger canvas would have finished." Nag nag nag..hurrr..I just want to draw it perfectly. That's why it took me a longer time to finish. At the end of the day, I finally completed drawing on 2 canvas. Ms Yong praised me. She looked at my 2 boards and said that eventhough I was slow, my canvas was drawn with great details and it would be much more easier to paint afterwards. Damn, I'm so lethargic.

Friday, June 02, 2006

Here are some of the pictures taken at the Singapore Poly on the 30th of May.

Attended art class today at 1pm. Yeahh!! I'm almost done with my final design. Currently, I'm doing colour scheme. And I think by this monday or so, I can start sketching on the canvas board. I'm on cloud nine with the design. Ms Yong helped a bit with the layout by using photoshop. Photoshop could really do wonders (:

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Went to school with Aisah and Myra. At first I thought they had gone earlier but then, I bumped into them at the bus stop. When I woke up this morning, had stomach cramp. I was thinking whether I should attend today's classes or just skip them. After doing a lot of thinking, I've decided to go because I don't want to miss maths, physics and english lesson. Anyway, Mdm Wong didn't come today. We had to do some maths exam paper on our own. After that, we all walked to the wdls centre to eat. It was nice going there together as a class as I can sense the strong bonds and unity of 5B. We were late for physics and all of us got a slap on the wrist..hah. Suvitha and Revathy was feeling under the weather. Both of them puked in the lavatory. Suvitha looked awful and I managed to convince her to go home. Actually, she wanted to stay for english but her stomach cramp was unbearable. I sent her to the bus stop and stayed with her until the bus came. English lesson was fun. Mr Poh came up with this idea of ladies vs gentlemen for oral. There was a coin toss; tails for ladies and heads for gentlemen. The boys would have to choose a girl of their choice to do the oral if the coin shows heads and vice-versa for the girls. Mr Poh rated us and jot down the overall scores. When it was my turn, the boys saboed me but overall, it did quite well..yeah (: